This is a personal blog post that I have written for someone who I don’t communicate with on an everyday level, but who I know reads this.
I just want to say: go away.
You think you’re a nice person, helping and supporting someone who needs help and support. You’re not. Go away.
You’ve been party to the destruction of a relationship and yet you’re persisting in making yourself a nuisance when, really, you should have farked off months ago. So, go away.
I’m sure you have other concerns within your life to occupy yourself with, so do that. Go away.
If reading my ‘stupid fucking blog’ offends you, then don’t. Please. Just go away.
I know our paths occasionally cross on Twitter – it’s kind of inevitable, we share many followers – but seriously, stalking my timeline? Just don’t, and go away.
Trying to paint a picture of me as some sort of scarlet woman is a bit cheap, coming from you, and won’t work, so just do us all a favour… go away.
Whatever wedge you think you can drive between two people is spurious and a massive waste of time on your part. Therefore, go away.
Maybe I’ve got you all wrong and actually you’re very nice – I know I once thought as much – but too much has happened and I just feel sick of you now, so for the love of everything pure and kind, just get out of my life and go away.
I’m not sure how much more simply I can put it: go away. Your poison has touched me just a bit too much now. Yes, your conversations are private and I should not be privy to them, but you are STILL affecting me, albeit indirectly, and I am fed up of it. I have had enough. I wanted you to piss off ages ago and yet here you still are. Go away.
I hope this is clear enough. Go away. I hope you read this, feel whatever indignation you want to feel, feel whatever residual anger/offence/disbelief you need to feel, and then just go away. GO AWAY. I don’t care that you might think you’re beyond reproach, that you might think I’m being a whiny little bitch, or whatever, just GO AWAY. You’ve done enough. You’ve fucked me up enough. Go away. Go away. Go away.
I want to move on. Leave you behind. I’m sure you would benefit from the same. So. Please, go away.
Just. Go. Away.
Thanks for reading.